Its really hard just to take it all in... I hate not talking to you. I hate the thought of you going somewhere else without me... I just hate everything that I cant do with you.... It just so hard. I just cant stop thinking about it.
As crazy as it sounds Im madly in love with you. I just dont know how to deal with everything. I know you have things in your life other than me... I get that... I just cant march into every aspect of your life.... What kind of boyfriend would I be? I know I probably already am the worst boyfriend ever. For controlling you and such. But all that was because, like I said, Im afraid to loose you.
I know its not the best decision I probably can ever make.. But its all in the name of love. Im just too damn scared to loose you.. Just know that. And never forget it.
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